Insecurity

Chris, I have the same dream about you over and over again and I'm tired. Each time it's a different scenario of you faking your death to escape us and start a new life with someone else. After all this time, I thought this insecurity of mine would have waned. I don't know how to make it stop.  

I'm so tired. My mind needs peace. I'm working hard on recognizing my self-worth and improving my self-confidence but this insecurity keeps creeping into my subconscious.